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Cole King
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i am dying, yet im still hereI dont know what to do  I dont know what to say  I do everything i can  To make this go away   
Your too stuborn to listen  To shalow to try  You wont admit your changing  And now your killing me   
I dont kow wha to do  
I dont know what to say  I do everything i can  To make this go away   
You make me less Important  And leave me for your foes  It hurts my hear with piercing pain  And this feeling continues to grow   
I dont know what to do  I dont know what to say  I do everything i can  To make this go away   
But i am dying, yet im still here
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StrAnGE ThOUGhtSThinking thoughts i never thot i would think  What does it mean what should i make of it  I am confused as i think of the thots i never thot about thinking  The linger and wont go away  The more i try to figure them out the more complicated and confusing they become  should i, shouldnt i  yes. no. wait. maybe. come back  What do they mean?  I cannot understand why i am thinking them  Why the thoughts i never thought i would think are being thought  Left alone, scarred and lost in the dementions of my own thoughts  The thoughts i never thought i would think  Help me.. for i am lost wh StrAnGE ThOUGhtS
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AloneThe touch so soothing  Your fingers so warm agains my cool hands  The moment i felt so close, so near   
As quickly as it came  The moment was over  You were distant   
Further away than ever  Hiding the truth  Puting it away behind broken promises   
Behind the promises promised not to be broken  But your skin is to shallow  For my gaxe sees through   
My heart lye dead in my chest  Empty and broken  One was alive and full of love and lust   
Love wich was never ment to be  But was still existant and growing  But was only shot down b Alone
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lifelessin the begining there was nothing  no love no happiness no pleasure  there was only paine and suffering  the paine and hate that nothing could measure   
the time was dark and long  a dark so deap no light could penetrate  many hearts who cried so long could no longer sing their song lifeless
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Fri Mar 5, 2004, 8:04 AM
today is kinda shitty, but im allrite i guess. I havent sleptfor a little under a week, i look like shit with bags under my eyes accompanying darc rings. my best friend who means the world to me got her lisence back on tuesday, taht was pretty cool we hung out most of the day. i love spending time with her she makes me feel really good. i love her. im sitting here in study hall bored out of my mind, im shivering cuz im cold but im sweating a ton. today it feels like my friends harly know i exist, and if they do it dosent seem that they realy care. except for Donna, shes really cool. a good friend too. it will be sad to see her go, if she does go. im sure most of my "friends" will miss her. on and theres ross too, hes been cool today, probably one of the best friends i have. and have had since kindergarden. i just wanna go home i feel like crap.


-Cole
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  • Current Residence: Small town in Maine (United States)
  • Interests: Music, Cars, and Writing
  • Favourite band or musician: Lamb of God
  • Favourite genre of music: Metal/hardcore and oldies (bands like Van Halen, Lynard Skynard, Rolling Stones etc.)
  • Favourite artist: suicide my love... unfortunately he has none of that on here
  • Favourite poet or writer: Edgar Allen Poe
  • Operating System: not sure
  • MP3 player of choice: winamp 3
  • Shell of choice: What the hell do u mean!?
  • Wallpaper of choice: Whatever looks cool
  • Skin of choice: My own
  • Favourite game: Medal of honor allied assault (pc)
  • Favourite gaming platform: windows/DOS, PS2
  • Favourite cartoon character: this is anther personal quote... I have to go away for a while, maybe il be back in time to die.
  • Personal Quote: Living up to other peoples standards make you nothing but a drone living in a world without freedom.
  • Tools of the Trade: Depression, Love, Hate, Loss

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~loserchik Feb 26, 2004, 9:54:22 AM
i heard you shaved it off whats up with that! :(
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~Dead-to-LIve Mar 1, 2004, 11:21:24 AM
i know.. its sad :( my mom is some psycotic bithc.. she took the jello packets that i use to put it up, and cut them in half and threw them away... i was soo pissed off :steaming:

-Cole
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~loserchik Mar 2, 2004, 4:14:10 AM
what a bitch. what a waist of jell-o gawd whats her prob. anyways! so whats up with you!
~manduh
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~Dead-to-LIve Mar 2, 2004, 4:30:52 AM
i know it was a wicked waste.. not a whole lot is up with me, we have these stupid SAT testing things and they make me feel stupid and stuff, but its all good i guess. how about u?
(does super cool handshake)

Cole
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~loserchik Mar 2, 2004, 4:59:11 AM
yeah all the juniors are doing the whole sat thing i try and be as loud as possible to piss off the teachers. its funny. i remember taking em in 8th grade i got the lowest in everything, itwas like-fails to meet standards- i felt so retarded! my parents were all like are you stupid or something! oh well though.
well i gots ta go to health :(
(does super cool hand shake)
~manduhs~
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